Posts Tagged ‘weak’

“God I want my wants and needs to line up with the very things you want for me”, this was my prayer on Saturday.  I have come to realize that throughout my life, God has always given me the very best.  I do not know what is best for me!  Yes, God does want to give you the desires of your heart and he puts those passions there, but ultimately, we do not know what the Very Best is for ourselves.  This is why my constant prayer now is Lord make my will line up to your Will because your Will is best for me.  I do not want anything else but the best and in you I have that!

Order my steps in your Word – Lead me – Guide Me in Everyway! (Psalm 119:133)  I live a life now directed by the Lord.  I do not want to walk this life without him being my guide.  I love just knowing that God sees the big picture because I sure can’t.  Although his timing is not my own, I know that his timing is best.  For he goes before me to prepare everything for my entrance – I find Peace in that!

I rest in knowing that his Word is a lamp for my feet, a light on my path. (Psalm 119:105)  I am overwhelmed with Joy – because wherever he allows my feet to go – I can have confidence in knowing that I belong wherever I am!  My father is the God Almighty and I am accepted into his family – therefore making me an heir.  I can be bold and triumphant in every situation because my Father is here with me directing me and whispering in my ear – You can do it! Stay strong! Be encouraged! Do not Fear!  No weapon formed against you can prosper!  Amen! This is the God I serve!

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Driving along to work this morning was one of the best mornings. (I am a morning person anyway)  Each morning as I drive, I love my moments with God.  This is when I talk and pray to God and sometimes I sing a song or two to him. This morning, as I talked to my heavenly Father, I couldn’t stop praising him for Faith.  Faith was truly something that was so hard for me to come by.

Today was the first day in my life that I felt something very different about Faith.  As I continued in prayer, I had a great feeling of confidence in God – in the knowing that he truly has me.  And that is an awesome feeling!  I dove in my past for a minute or two – reflecting on what has happened to me and how far he has brought me.  At that moment I started to chant in Faith:

– Lord I have Faith that you will protect me and my family

– I have Faith that no deadly diseases will come our way

– I have Faith that you will give me that peace that passeth all understanding in my time of need

– I have Faith that you will increase my husband and I financial situation

– I have Faith that I will not struggle with those things that kept me bond and down

– Lord I have Faith that you will continue to provide increase, even though my job is shutting down my building and I don’t know what my future holds with them, you will take care of me

And I could go on, on and on – but you understand….

Tears began to fall from my eyes.  Not in sadness, but because I finally understand the depth of Faith and how it can truly move mountains.  Understanding that I cannot get distracted by what is in front of me and this world wind of life that is happening everyday, I have come to realize that the most important thing in my life is my Faith in my Father.  Faith that he will do exactly what his Word says he will do.  I stand on his promises and nothing else!  And you know what, that feels so GOOD!

I do not have to walk in fear, sadness, anger, condemnation, doubt…..I can walk in my Faith because there is nothing to hard for God to handle.  Wow!  All things are possible with God! Thank you Jesus!  Just in knowing this – I sit back right now at my desk, closing my eyes and allowing the cool splash of water to hit my face.  I open my eyes to the newness and refreshing confidence in God – this is how my Faith makes me feel each and every second that I walk in it.  It opens my eyes to what life, my life is all about.

I am blinded by Faith and I love the unexpectedness of it!  Hallelujah!

I will continue to allow my Faith to be my guide….